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Saturday, November 27, 2004



todae ar..dunnoe how to describe my dae...very very happy one, but some1 reali spoil it. mornin woke up abit late ard 0555, den rush to do my tingy. cuz i was kinda hopin him to at my hse dwnstair..lol i noe he wun be dere la..juz wanna go c c..den rush and rush..went to sch ard..er..617 bahz?den reach hse dwnstair..look here and dere...he's not in my sight..nvm..continnue to walk towards the sch and search again..perhaps i stupid bahz?haha..den reali nv c him..tears come out lor...den reach sch..saw him canteen, he polishin his boots. den i put dwn my baggy..walk towards parade square..and sat on the stone chair facing the soccer field. i walk damn slow..no mood walk fast..den oso wanna cry ..tears on work again.haha...den quite long le..he walk dere and sat beside me..feel abit better la..hoping fer smth to happen lor..haha..den aft a while me stand up and ask him to go back canteen..xinfei lai liaoz..den saw jy oso...ali baba la... den decided to walk up np rm and take key..since he alone den i go pei him nor..no other reason la..serious. den go np rm..crap abit den go change le.. blah blah..got trainin.. aft trainin...go dismentle flagstaff and shift the stuffs in np rm. clean up abit den debrief by yvonne.. aft that went mac..on the wae..i juz try to avoid him lor..keep walkin wif xf...haiz...den the traffic light dere..tink he behind me..den i walk awae...zzz......me oso dunnoe wad to do now..juz keep avoidin him bahz?i noe dis hurts him and is reali makin him worry but well....guess dis is wad im expected to doo...*raining le!* den in mac all mad ar...all laugh until pengz!den he..sat opp me...argh.. todae...aft dismentle flagstaff le..den went to np rm wif angela aft gg to toilet..den saw ali and baba . told me to rem wad his mum sae, den become sad le...den do wad oso no mood. cuz my dae was spoiled by them. den at first go mac oso face damn black. aft that once fin food and all start to joke..den i feel better le..go hm....he walk right i walk straight...when he sae 'byebye' i reali dun wish to leave...i look at him for a while and nv sae anitingy...den he juz walk towards bus stop. me got look back at him a few times wor...
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todae..the muster parade not bad la..juz abit not loud enuff..overall was great! when all rdy liaoz..waiting fer mdm tan to start the whole tingy..den she not here. mdm ask me go find her. me run here and dere cannot find her ar..ahha! den angela oso run and find her.den tada! rain -_-'' den all shift inside canteen, and soon she came, got rank presentation wor. den a few sec 1s are acting cpl..damn happi for them man!den the rest of the NCOs standin at the side reali....hah!juz damn happy la! den the sec 2s..some got sgt! gg crazy! den as fer sec 3s..some got sgt, got s.sgt oso and i got s.sgt! when i march back..back to my own position...suddenly feel that nxt yr..muz work hard le..muz reali prove myself..and hor..s.sgt..argh..speechless..den got drills..mdm took us.her drill super fun one. budden me halfwae abit sian siao and saded cuz she not coming fer the following training! :'( den dismissal parade..not bad wor!jiayi done a gud job summore can hold drill cane..!
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haiz...dunnoe leiz..juz feel that ali alwaes ....haiz... he spoiled my dae twice todae..aftnoon one time.den juz now hao bu rong yi den can come online..he 'lectured' me again..damn it man! haiz...i noe both is his buddies..and dun wan me to hurt them..guess he hate me fer that bahz? now he tink i one leg step two boat..and he dunnoe wad is the situation......now both parties r frenz.. FRENZ...! kuku nehneh ali baba..bleh!aniwae..in short..i muz stay awae frm him and him AT ALL COST...right ali?!
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now stil raining..guess he slp le bahz?i hope he is...guess later go lot 1..check out my luck..dis is stupid i noe..i not sure la..dis few daes have been raining..guess no chance go esplanade area oso..

im staying awae frm u...we're drifting apart....juz to satisfy the need of others....im stupid im foolish. im sorrie....im lost im fading awae..............................


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