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Thursday, November 25, 2004



hmm..nw on the com, listenin to 'only time' by enya..a great song i listened a few years back. the song abit for those spiritual person, but the lyric is quite meaningful. hmm..juz went back to sch to do flagstaff, no mood ar..budden stil gotta do..rehearse abit wif jiayi and xinfei lor..hope tml's parade will be a veri gud one..jiayou! aniwae me nth to doo ar..so tml juz stand one side lor..abit feel like being the squad IC haha..budden nvm. muz let others have a chance! come to tink of it..i was reali lucky last wk got os..thats y i no nidda shout. feel that jiayi can shout rather loud, juz lack of confidance..as fer xinfei she like dun dare shout..haha..aniwae reali wish them the best! and i dunnoe i got promote anot..aiya i dun care ! the juniors hav can liaoz and as long as someone frm sec 3 got promote to be sgt can le...

todae went to sch..on my wae saw a guy probably np de...cuz he wore a white shirt. den i walk to canteen tink ish him..howeva nv go tok to him..i walk awae instead...mi juz walk ard the sch...and settle dwn in fishpond and ili came..den he come...haha..saw his new hair style, not bad la..dunnoe y but...feel that toddae veri weird..things reali wasnt like before le..me oso nv tok to him alot..haiz...reali dun wanna continue dis wae leiz..soBzz...argh..had wished time would juz go back and met him ytd..but i noe..dis is impossible. we build flagstaff and chit chat in the np room..he....went to play bb...is he tryin to avoid me...? den we wanna play bb in sch one..budden got ncc ppl using court..den went to the court outside our sch lor..played a while..quite fun nahz haha...den went makan...glad he said bb to me...! and i look at him a while went he walk awae...feelin kinda...dunnoe leiz..haha..usually dun look back wen i walk one..but dis is kinda diff...i've nv look back while i walk cuz i believe..look back oso no use, u cant possibly walk back the same step u've took, it will nv nv nv be the same step le..and if u look back, it signify a regret 'feeling' to me..dis is how i tink bahz...regret oso no use..wadz done has been done..no wae u can change the time and back to wad u were before and 'redo' the situation..i noe i tokin crap..dun read on if u dun wan!haha..

so todae...my dae hai hao bahz..i oso dunnoe i feelin better or wad..later dunnoe wad to doo ar..feel like gg esplanade budden tink better to rest at hm(winkY winkY)..lolz..im tired lei..dunnoe y..now tinking of alot of IF...if he nv tell his mum..if we were stil like last time..if dis and that....wad we'll be doing..how certain things would be done..the wae we do it...as i had expected..things are reali not the same..i wonder if he wan the feelin to be back..the feelin we used to have last time..wen we do things together..dun feel like gg fer trainin tml....haiz..now he's like a changed person...y liddat..is things meant to be this wae?i doubt so..but since it had turned out dis wae...i have no say..

love is not a basketball,
for you to pass here and dere..
so grab it once you have it..
dun let it be snatched awae by someone.





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