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Saturday, November 27, 2004



haiz...todae ard 6+ go out alone..den went orchard walk walk.. he sae mebbe he gg lot 1..and i reali unsure so juz tell him i not gg dere. hmm..me went taka..den bought some things..for huiru and myself..haha!cuz her bdae coming le! and saw smth thats from japan..a green fungi..forgot the name liaoz..its veri interesting..it is said that if we take care of it carefully, it will bless u in ur love life and dunnoe wad ar..lol..too exp le so i din buy lor! i bought huiru a small bottle and 2 'glowing slping star'. will buy one small soft toy to stuff it into the bottle!reali cute wor! as for me..i bought myself a 'mr bean's bear keychain'. veri nice to touch aR..haha..i oso bought sticker..i bought a wallet frm 'forgot the shop name' lol! yea..own that wallet before..spoil le so bought a new one.hmm...todae ar..oh man!near lucky plaza..got one ang moh male one.FULLY NAKED except a towel tied a T shape down dere~ya dere..THERE LA...got me hor?haha..crazzzy la..and he got a board that wrote' PEACE FOR ALL' and erm..'thank you.your love is the answer'..smth liddat la..haiz...walk taka..den went hereen..den go the other side..and walk towards tangs..thout can cross the road to taka..budden cannot..so have to walk underpass to taka..feel like buyin food mahz..hee..den wasted alot of time..actuali shld go at that time to lot 1 le..budden juz walk and walk..the christmas lighting rather nice wor..can see lotsa christmas trees ard...den walk and walk...haha..den head towards lot 1 le..
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haiz....actuali plannin to go esplande aft gg orchard de..but since he blur blur sae mebbe got go lot 1 ..den i oso blur blur go lot 1 lor..but i was late..veri late..haiz...*tired tired*..when i walk underpass..dunnoe whether shld head str to lot 1 or back to taka..haiz..i dunnoe y..blur blur head back to taka..stupid me!haiz...shld hav gone to lot 1 instead..i gong gong go take the train str to cck de..cuz i damn blur and c wheres woodland..oso dunneo y..den dunnoe which train faster to lot 1..-at that time juz look at woodland though wanna go lot 1..zZz lot 1 at CCK!!!!!!!!!!- ya then hor..OMG~realise alot of stops...summore the route damn long! haiz...den on the train...veri nervous, scared, excited to look fer him, sad... budden i wasnt expecting anitingy la..and a few stops before cck..i feel like faintin ar..too nervous le..den 2 stops before reachin..palm start to perspire..argh!all the time i keep lookin at the time..reaching soon le but once i see the time the hope gone le...but i read his msges..and that gave me some force..a force that wan me to hang on.. haiz...yawned a few times lor...den all the while..was lookin up into the sky..can c the bright moon..so nice but kinda tired lor..tinking whether he was lookin up anot..reali nervous like siao...tsk...finally reach le ard 945..searched for him....on the platform...look ard..den went dwn...look for him again and again..haiz..den went to lot 1..outside oso search, inside oso search..budden nv go upstair cuz most shop close le and dun tink he dere..and went out to the back door.i noe no much hope le..den walk ard the lot 1 building..in out in out..abt 2 times...haiz...no hope le...no hope le!!haiz...den went to the back of the buildin..can see the moon veri veri clearly...was reali wondering if he's lookin up into the sky...tears rolled out non stop...but when lookin for him in the mrt station eye alrdy wet..can see a few stars......the sky oso rather black....haiz..........nv see him....juz sad lor...din expect anitingy so not mach dissapointment lor!haha...guess i've disappointed him bahz..alot alot..actuali wanna sit on the floor de..budden damn sandy so nv lor..juz stand dere and cry helplessly......

on my wae home..can see one star..veri special! i can blue and red colour tingy when it whinkle..haha..so special...!

miss you..!


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