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Sunday, February 27, 2005



i feel so confused..wads happenin to me..?y all of a sudden..i cant handle a single ting?i wasnt like dis in the past.wad exactly happened to me?where is the real me?i oso dunnoe wad he's doin..last nite...he hasnt tok to me.probably he's havin tuition nw.mebbe he's avoiding me.mebbe he doesnt wanna hav anitingy to do wif me le.so mani mebbe.and guess wad.all dis reali make me damn confused.i wish i could get dis over quick.tml CT le.i seem like i dun giv a damn.perhaps others r muggin at hm while im bloggin here.mani times i wanna cry.too mani times.i did.im sick and tired of it.hu can understand.no1.hu will lend me a listenin ear.no1.or mebbe there is but i nv notice.so mani stuffs happening.i feel like im gonna break dwn.soon.veri soon.real soon.im such a cry baby.yes i noe.cry wun help solve the prob.but at least it makes mi feel mach better rite. shld i giv up?i noe i shld'nt.realise that all dis 'obstacles' r actuali not helpin us.its making stuffs worst.or am i too sensitive?im tired...physically and mentally.its draining me out.all my energy r running out.nv felt like dis be4 or..rarely i would sae.ytd de atf.okok lar.abit sian nor.haha..reach hm so tired le..cant even slp well. can i juz stop loving or liking sm1?i wish i could. its juz so tiring.veri veri tiring.y can others b so happi while i cant? :'( im becoming sad-er and sad-er. im so afraid.afraid of everything. later got tuition..be4 that gg jp to buy graph paper wif jj...sians ar..ctctct...test and more test.

i hope my life wun goes on like dis.so saddening.. too mach of pain.i simply cant take dis animore.cant i juz be less sensitive?i hate myself.

=) 11:13 AM