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Saturday, April 30, 2005



hmm..tml gg fer crystal jade mebbe..dunnoe hus gg lei..todae's tuition seem kinda short.though it wasnt.

long ago i've hated my way of life..the wae my family treated me..hais..exam lai le..but y still liddat lei?keep quarrelin wif them..i noe its my fault..i feel totally frustrated..irritated..kinda lost nw..y they ALWAES ask me to do hsewk and stuffs.?y nt other of my sis...if i nv do..they scold..complain to other relatives...and they dislike me..wad am i suppose to do?though im nt workin..i stil need to study right..even when im studying..they dun feel anything when ask me to do hsewk..so tired of it...den grandma juz nag non stop..every sat sure argue wif dad...my mood juz sucks...i feel so weak all of a sudden...life's so meaningless..wanted to lead a veri meaningful and happi life...bt sumhow i juz cant do it..happiness r fer such a short while...talked be4 he go fer taekwondo....he sounded so....worried..yes i am..read his blog..my mood juz....whenever i tink of my past...hais...hurt like crazy...i feel tired...so tired........esp if both me and him bad mood..wanna b a happi lil gurl..is it possible?hu will make my wish come true..?

=) 8:32 PM