dudes! sigh. stayed at home for the whole day and yea, did some self reflection. realised that my luck has been rather down lately. then i remembered that i broke a mirror at the beginning of this year, somemore during chinese new year. am i being superstitious? probably. )=

nowadays im having tuition on alternalt days. ytd's tuition was a total disaster. HO going thru vector now, kinda confused uh, heard from others that its a rather difficult topic. didnt study for the first 2 weeks of holiday, now i must buck up! so many subjects to study, but forever so lazy. i need some motivation! gimme BROWNIES!!! (=

having class outing on friday at ecp. still pondering whether i should go or not, and whether i should stay overnight there with the 5A dudeys. but kinda looking forward to the bbq uh. so, i shall go! (=

need to spend some time on my own. one fine day i will, just one day for myself. (=

had a long talk with him just now. i think i have to change my mindset. what to do. what am i suppose to do?

im totally speechless by what you've said to me. im sorry..im not disappointed with you ok..am i being unfair to you? i guess i did. sigh.

again and again, im so drained out. tired with what im doing, my attitude. break away from the reality, i wish i could. god, do spare me. i felt so chained up by all the negative stuffs. energy almost used up, reach my limit. im just so negative.