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Sunday, July 02, 2006



hi dudes. sry if my post is kinda..negative. anyway, i think few would visit my blog. -_-

still feeling tired uh, went to eugene's hse and stayed overnight ytdad loads of fun and of course i enjoyed myself. but the 2 matches was a total disappointment, lah. played abit of mahjong and learnt something new. and yeah, ate non-stop. shiok-

went to watch superman with bro at jp today. went to eat mos burger but didnt order any burger, dots right. haha..the show is pretty nice, and brandon routh is quite hot la. haha.. rather handsome.hehe.. i probably wouldnt mind to watch the second time cuz of him, :x

it was until recently then i know the leftovers are not totally cleared. i still have loads of doubts on my mind. i know its not right, but well.. i felt so betrayed..am i? perhaps i'm being over-sensitive. i cant believe how i feel, i dare not think why i feel this way. and yes, i dislike this feeling. i no longer have any comment on what you say to me. why is it always because of you, why, WHY.

sometimes, i do not know how i feel towards you. both good and bad, all the time. hais..

sometimes i just wish that a lending hand would stretch out and save me from the problems i face, i feel trapped. i know i must be independent and stay strong, but even a strong wind can bring a solid pillar down. tell me..what should i do. build a protective shield maybe.

whats hiding underneath my smile?

stay strong, i must!

=) 10:56 PM