things arent getting well. i have little idea how am i gonna struggle through this period. no remedy seem to help. no motivation, no will to move on.

just when i was hoping things could get better, it turn worst. the worst part is to see some psychotic pervert try to pull me down further. well, im not saying like im gonna drink half a bottle of bleach mixed with a few scoop of detergent powder. ok i mean, some people just love to say things to make sure that you fall. but im sure, those frens of mine, you're guaranteed that you will be disappointed. YO, karma is for real, if you know. -sure some are superdamnhappy to read my first para.-

But really, im not trying to be goddamn naive, i just want to see the good in people. just that, if your flaw is hurting people... then.. ok...wake up your idea.

should one take revenge to those who have hurt them before? a tooth for a tooth?

how should i tell you? it will never change. indeed. i did thought of giving up. too many scars.

anyway, i didnt. you presumed that we did.

off for a class chalet for next 2 days. =)