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Wednesday, April 08, 2009



Hi,

Well, woke up from the sofa, and sees dad again (last morning).

The mad rush from home to sch, lessons to lessons, lesson to break, back to lesson then consultations, then sch back home is really draining me out.

But i feel pretty happy cus this week's workload aint as horrible as last week's. But i can tell by wed and thurs,i'll bring a truckload full of tutorials back home.

better than term 1,
working harder than term 1,
more attentive than in term 1,
more motivated than term 1,
BUT more tired than term 1.


abang has been really nice, during his off days, he will call me every 30/45 mins just to ensure that i dont doze off. sweet right? hehe. Thanks for being so supportive k abang. =)


Had nightmare again. same 'theme' , but different setting. unusually the person who stick with me is always the same: a small young boy. Its getting scary cus i've been getting reoccuring dreams. and i always wake up getting really scared. moreover, i can remember all these dreams like really well.


got some dream interpretation from internet:

Danger
If your life or body is threatened by immediate danger and you escape it means that you will take your place in business or society at a high position. If you are wounded or killed then you will show many losses in business and love.

I think its the former. not latter.

WAR
To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your personal affairs. You also be experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle. You are feeling torn between aspects of yourself. Perhaps the dream may indicate that you are being overly aggressive or you are not being assertive enough.

DIE
To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.


'no cause for alarm' ? i was so ALARMED by my dreams pls. HAH, not sure how accurate these interpretation are though..


the only comfort today is meeting abang to have my dinner. =) \


taking in the positive criticism, ever seeking to look at things at new perspective. I felt usually positive today. Just feeling..... that i wanna be happier.


Gonna end this on a lighter note. Got these from TIMES mag :

' compared with glum people, those who were happy were more likely to be surrounded by other happy people-- even the friends of happy people's friends' friends [ who might be complete strangers] tended to be happy. '

'People who smiled in their Facebook profile pictures tended to have other friends who smiled'


SO,

START SMILING & BE HAPPY


(^-^,)

=) 2:18 AM