burnt my weekends for pre u sem presentation, totally!!!

though im the reserve presenter, im gonna go all out for the team this weekend (-only-).

HaHs. didnt really helped them previously cus i cant be bothered. but since its one week to pre u sem, no choice right? the school's reputation is in our hands. (but who cares? its MI) went king albert park for discussion till like late aftnoon today, after the 2nd parallel presentation rehearsal at NUS. i realised i have so much to learn from my counterparts frm other JCs and even NUShigh( they are barely 16yrs old i think, i think-) . watched their presentation today. they practically memorised their 20mins script. i wished our team can be better than them. and we will. i believe we can do a better job than today. just watch out people. just watch out. we're going all out. all out.

gp and mt papers are on wed. crazy stuffs. totally no time to do what i needa do. revision? dun have to think about it. i have even yet to do my PW EoM. need to register with nlb to set up my acc. apparently there's someone who used my NRIC to register so i cant. BLAH.

Today is craziness. talked to baby for barely 5 minutes in total. FIVE MINS. that's how busy we both are. anyhow, there's smth that really touched my heart and put a smile to my face. while i was pulling out the drawer ytd, erm, the old board drop on my feet. and the pain is an ass. abang told his mum, and apparently his mum was worried and feared that i fractured my feet or smth. hahaha.. super sweet lahh. but no big issues. so no worry no no.

its dumpling festival! yaaaah00000~. tml am meeting the team again, at nt'l lib.

june holi is gonna be crazy. pre-u sem at NUS on week one, many many pw meeting thruout june. 2 days chem workshop at NUS again. npcc unit camp ( but cant stay thru-out). and other you de mei de. ohh btw, nus air is nice. haha!

everyday i think why i took the route that im taking. no proper ans. today, i think i've found it. i've been deceiving myself for such a long time. i asked why didnt i go Ngee ann poly. i asked why didnt i go JC in the first place, why didnt i listen to what my dad and 3rd sis. frankly, MI IS a cock up school. some teachers sucks, some. the students are no where better. the studying environment is speechless lah. despite all this, im glad that i have the opportunities to join many activities. such as trip to cambodia and other shits. abang always asked, why must i join this and that activity, i told him. to build up testimonial lah. true enough, i doubt i will be able to do so many things if i remain in sp. i've wasted so much time, going around the bush, still in the bush. but i hope that eventually, i will reach my goal. i want to get into a good uni course. i want to have a good job and feed my parents. period.

im tired... but i will go on. in the mist of my preparation for my promos and As, i will try to enjoy the ride.

have you seen toddlers tryin to walk? once i watched the korean channel showing toddler suffering cancer trying to walk. that impacted me, a lot. why should i stop trying? i should try even harder. i dont wanna waste time on mindless thinking. so, let's move on.